Estamos mi historia de amor perfecta.

I miss them loads! I always reminisce on the good times we had, how the outside of the bookshop used to be our hangout spot. We would meet before classes and then attend them together. Classes used to be so fun because we had a bunch of us, now it's no more fun. But I'm glad we still keep in touch and have not lost contact in this big big world :)

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I'm sure most of us have heard about Tiger Woods cheating on his wife which surfaced recently and as of now, he is accused of eight different affairs. Now 8 is a big number when it comes to a matter like this. Before we start hurling accusations and calling him names, let's get things right first. The first two women who came public may have really had an affair with him. And all of a sudden, six other women came forward after that. Chances are these women are taking advantage of the situation for fame and money, don't you think so?

Now don't get me wrong, I'm not defending him here. Yes he is wrong because he cheated on his wife and that is without doubt because if something never happened, stories won't come up like that. Also, he made a public apology and admitted that he had let his wife and family down, breaking the principles and values he was brought up with. But, I think it is overwhelming when there are people who would want to take advantage of a person like that, he's already going through hell with the car accident and his affairs being made public globally. The entire world is watching him, imagine how crappy he must be feeling.

I can only imagine how his wife must be feeling right now. But a marriage/a relationship between two individuals should be handled by them, a third party's interference in hopes of "trying to fix things between them" will only make it worse. It is between the two people involved in the first place, I don't think an outsider should step in regardless his/her intentions. So cut them some slack, let them resolve their issues on their own. The paparazzi and news reporters must be going all out to dig more, to put them into more transparency. They're not making it any easier for the two young children.

I guess it's never easy when you're famous.

And then I came across this article about a girl who contracted a sexually transmitted disease through a bogus medium who claimed that he could "get rid of her bad luck" if she slept with him. SERIOUSLY? How could she be so dense and dim-witted to have believed him? And 20 TIMES? Took you THAT long to come to your senses? Gee.

I find it really difficult to feel sorry for her. What century are we living in right now, how can someone be so so so daft. And now she has something that is gonna remind her of her foolishness every single day.

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I went shopping on both Thursday and Friday. On Thursday, what I got were essentials like gym stuff, erm and maybe some accessories from Diva and a matte bottle :) Friday was with mum, this time around she's the one who did most of the shopping hahah.

Dad took us to this place called Food Market at Lot 10 and man is the food there delicious! Especially the duck rice hahah, best I ever had. Many varieties there, including German cuisine. They even have banofee pie, it was okay but the one Kur Win makes kicks ass la, nothing can be compared to his!

I was really exhausted by Friday night, so I crashed before it was even 9pm. Woke up early the next morning, the boys had another futsal tournament at De Stadium, Subang. They secured the first runners-up spot this time, managed to beat the Malaysian Junior Football team who also took part in the tournament but lost to another team in finals which was well, I guess better than the national junior team? Hahah.

After the finals match, flew all the way back to uni for Moral paper. Got there just in time to enter the hall, I didn't even have the time to pee! It was all good, I did my revision at the court hahahah. Showered at the gym after that, so convenient that there's one branch just next to uni. Had Imbi seafood for dinner! My tummy was very satisfied.


O yea I had a lot of fun editing the pictures, hahah. Chean introduced me to this photo editing programme called PhotoScape. I couldn't help but share some of the photos I made teehee.

Anyways, you know how on some roads there are a few lanes and then sooner or later two lanes would combine into one? I was on one of these roads few days back, and no cars were on the lane on my right which was going to end. Traffic was slow moving and this one car decided to be a hero, wanted to go to the lane on our right and cut in right in front of me. So what I did was accelerate when he was about to reach next to my car, and he had to go back to where he belonged in the first place, behind me. Hahahah made him look like a fool.

Seriously, these kinda people need to learn how to be patient and courteous. Or maybe I'm just mean. Mr R calls me a mean machine, HAHAHAH.


Today was chill out day, relaxed at home then dinner with the family. I got myself some mint candy sticks, the ones you can only get during the Xmas season. I like mint, do you like mint? Gonna watch some tv series now and then study maybe :)

Bye bye.

This mess is beautiful, all I can say is come closer.

I Can Read

You know what's really childish?

Calling people names, putting labels on them, screaming vulgarities and throwing false accusations with no solid foundation. Real mature.

All these backstabbing, talking behind a person's back, not "friend-ing" someone over something paltry kinda issues. Like seriously? What are we, ten?

Making up stories because you think it would break two people/two parties and everyone would end up being on your side and liking you. C'mon, you really think so?? Is everyone that green to you?

I've come across people like these countless times, and I let them be. I laugh at their idiocy. I disregard them and leave them to drown in their own infantile world because in time, they are gonna feel ashamed of themselves.

There are times I'd want confrontation, there are times I'd want to say all these things that I know would make them want to dig a hole and hide in mortification and humiliation for at least a century.

Yes it agitates me but you see, I'm not like you. I have standards and etiquette. If I do as above, it makes me no different compared to you. It doesn't make me the weaker one because at the end of the day, I'm the bigger person.

Honestly, I dare say I know much more than you. Just because I don't reveal them, doesn't mean I'm oblivious.

We're all grown up, things don't work that way no more.

Juveniles.

There are certain shades of limelight that can wreck a girl's complexion.

I'm sure the name Audrey Hepburn is not unfamiliar to most of us these days. She's not only a brilliant and thriving actress, but also a person who was recognised for her humanitarian work with UNICEF. She obtained numerous awards for her acting roles and touched the hearts of many with her fervour to help the disadvantaged.

She had a pretty face but that's not all. She made sure she did her part in salvaging humanity and made the most out of her journey. I think she should be a supreme role model because I'd want to be just like her someday. I'd like to be able to contribute and abet those in need just like she did. If I had the ability to do so, I'd want to diminish poverty. I'd want to put a stop to starvation. I'd want to end suffering among children and women.

Everyone deserves a good life, but not all of us are providential enough to have one. Most of them never got a chance to choose.


Besides that, her sense of fashion was impossible to be overlooked. It shouts classy and sophisticated, independent and sexy all at the same time. Nowadays, it's so difficult to come across someone like her whom you can call a role model, apart from Angelina Jolie along with Oprah I think.

I kinda like her hairdo, I believe they call it the beehive?

Photo credits to Google

I also find some of her quotes stirring:

For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.

I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.

If I get married, I want to be very married.

The last one sounds catchy, hahah.

The room was filled with colourful balloons, ribbon-wrapped presents, and a beautifully decorated christmas tree.

Well HELLO December! To a month full of joy and Xmas presents :D

Last week, I had seafood for dinner with the bunch at Subang, this place is just opposite the Subang Airport. Food was delicious! I had someone peeling prawns and crab meat for me, there were at least 13 of us I think, it was awesome :)

For ze parents' anniversary we had hotpot because dad and the brother were not feeling too well so we decided to go for something more "healthy". I enjoyed it very much, one of my favourite places for steamboat is Johnny's. One of the reasons why is because they serve fresh beef, apart from their special chilli sauce with is so yummy!

Have been to Curve a few times in the past week, the Christmas decors are so pretty! The Curve's decorations will never disappoint every year. Did some grocery shopping with the boyfriend, I love to grocery shop! Especially when it's with him because I get to make the grocery list heheh.

I got this one-day job at Cineleisure on Sunday called the Project 500 and I met Hannah Tan in person! She's so pretty and sweet, always with a smile. I also met Leonard Chua, I think wherever Hannah Tan is, he'll be there, hahah. Our job was to do some registration process because it was a closed event, only members who RSVP-ed. They were entitled to bring a friend each, so I was in charge of the guest list :) We also gave away free New Moon movie tickets hahah, a hall was booked specially for this event. I had a really good time working with the people there, they are all so nice and friendly. It was also my first time working together with the boyfriend, he was damn excited but I was cool only lah, HAHAH just kidding you know I love you!

Had dinner at William's that night with Mr R and Ani, baked pasta and my favourite nasi goreng ketam. Some may not be very keen when it comes to this place because of its surroundings but I really don't mind because the food is damn good. I almost always have the same thing whenever I go there hahah. And oh yea Ani boy is back. He's been back for bout two weeks now, only seen him like twice or thrice. He thought ketam was fish, hahah so funny (he doesn't really understand BM, which explains).


My gym pass :)

Went to the gym yesterday, the treadmill was showing me how much calories I'm burning and the amount of kilometres I've done and it was very encouraging hahahah. I think I'm gonna only start pilates and yoga after finals. Don't really have the time this week, next week is probably gonna be that time of the month, the following week would be finals already. The gym also offers BodyCombat classes, which is the combination of karate-do, taekwondo, as well as muay thai and kickboxing. I'm so excited, I've been wanting to take up kickboxing but the parents thought it is too rough. All these activities come together with my gym membership, how very worth it right? :)

Btw, look what I found while I was going through my gigantic photo album!


We were all in the school's choir team, this photo was taken right before we went for the competition. Fond memories..

I still remember the make up was terrible because she used the same make up tools for everyone and there were like, at least 30 of us! When we got to the venue, I rubbed mine off, hahahah. That was the last time I had make up on. I think make up is something optional for a woman, there are many women who look just as beautiful without any make up on. The fact that I'm really lazy doesn't help either, I've bought eye mascaras that end up being tossed into the bin because they have all dried up. I get too lazy to apply after like a week. Even lip gloss/balms, I have plenty of them lying around in my room, untouched. Complete waste of money, hahah.

Need to do some reading on Moral, finals this Saturday. Time is flying too quickly!

But before that, just one last photo!


Love this one, high skool love babeh.

Feels like I had a walk down memory lane teehee.

P/S: It's World AIDS Day today.

Loves.

The moment we met I became fascinated at the thought of us.

Today marks the 26th wedding anniversary for the parents. They dated for six years before marriage so technically they've been together for 32 years now. How do you stay together for that long?! Hahah.

My parents are not like any other couples out there. Sure they fight and make up, they have their differences every now and then. But I'd like to think my parents are rather, special. At least to me :)

I talk to mum about almost anything. From girl dramas to boy problems to well, every other stuff. She's the one person I know who will not judge me no matter what I say. She understands how I feel and what I go through (most of the time hahah) and she's always there for me. She's the one person I know I can count on no matter what the situation is, or how bad it becomes.

She's the type of mum whom I can listen to Sexy Bitch with in the car, she's the type of mum whom I complain to when I don't know what to wear and she'd help to pick an outfit for me, she's basically the type of mum a lot of people out there has and also much more than that.

Dad on the other hand, is a man of few words (at least to me). He was very strict when I was little, I had a lot of restrictions and rules to obey growing up if you compare with many of my friends and other people out there. He's very protective, or maybe doting is the right word. He taught me many things which you don't learn in school or anywhere else.

A lot of people think that he's stern and unfriendly but the truth is, he's the friendliest person you can ever meet, and he always puts the interests of others before his. He's always there to help, and he's a man with a broad range of knowledge. He always wants what's best for me, he may not be always right but I know he always means well.

I'd like to think that my parents did an amazing job in bringing my brother and I up. When I was little, I used to think that they were always there to make my life miserable. But as I grew up, I realised what they are really trying to do, all the hidden good intentions behind their actions. Well it's either that or they've turned into some super cool parents who no longer wanna make my life miserable HAHAHAH, just kidding, you know I love you mummy and daddy.

Both of them try their very best to provide us with what we need and want, they give us more than what we need in order for us to live a comfortable life. I remember how dad never wanted me to work fearing I might be too young to endure the hard work. I remember how mum always tells me that I have to study hard so that I will be well respected in future, so that I will not have to depend on anyone but myself to live a good life.

They still care for us like we're babies who need attention and nurturing 24/7. Of course there are times we all don't see eye to eye but all those are only little things if you compare them to the love and bond we all share. At the end of the day, family is the most important thing you can ever have in life. They are the ones who stick with you through thick and thin, through rain and storm.

They have so much expectations for my brother and I, they want to see us become successful and great people but would never pressure us into getting outstanding results in whatever we do, they're contented with what we're capable of achieving and if we do an excellent job at something, they consider it a plus. I know my brother and I are all grown up now, but I also know they will still want to protect us under their wings for as long as possible. And sometimes, I let them. I know how much it means to them to know that their babies still need their guidance once in a while.

I'd never wish for anyone else to take the places of my parents and I'm grateful for being blessed with such great ones :) You know I love you both, although I may be a pain in the ass at times heheh.

Don't be surprised if we hate us tomorrow.

I'm going to the salon with mum probably in Dec, after my finals to colour my hair and maybe get a haircut. For the new year 2010 hahah. So I was thinking if I should get bangs, been pondering over it for quite some time now. I did the Rihanna/V.Beckham hair look last year and everyone said it really suits me. But the next thing I know every other person I see on the street has more or less the same hairstyle.

Now that my hair is finally longer (I'm using scrunchies again!!), I thought of keeping it long again but with bangs this time. Mr R said he would ask Suresh to Photoshop me with bangs so that I can have an idea of how I'm gonna look, so we'll see when it's done :) One of my cousins told me that it's pretty exciting at first, then after a month or so it just gets annoying because you gotta keep trimming and the growing process is gonna be a pain of course.

The last time I had bangs was when I was six HAHAH! Okay enough about the bangs, about the hair colour, I think I'm gonna go for violet-red this time, been thinking of trying that colour for quite a while as well. Maybe I should Photoshop that first too, hahahah.

I've been watching movies like a machine these days!

My Sister's Keeper.


Very touching and inspirational. Although Cameron Diaz's role can be very annoying in this movie. Director of The Notebook man, I remember how it made me tear but I can't really remember what happened, watched it a long time ago.

I Do..I Did.


Wasn't that funny, wasn't that interesting. Wasn't that bad either. That guy has a really hot body btw :)

New Moon hahah, watched it on the first day but I'm not really a fan of Twilight and Edward Cullen and all that.

Photo credits to Google

Now I know there are many fans out there so don't hate me lah okay, I just don't really see what all the craze is about. However I must admit, Jacob's body is smoking hot! And his new hair cut makes him look so much better. Bella well, she can be pretty annoying sometimes. The reason why I am and I will be watching them is because I don't read the books, and I wanna find out what happens, out of curiosity.

One thing I don't get, why read the books then watch the movie? It kills the fun. The only book&movie I've done is Confessions of a Shopaholic hahahah.

Anyways, I signed up with Fitness First today! It was very spontaneous but nonetheless I'm gonna make the most out of it, plus it's a healthy lifestyle right? Was at TGIF, I practically had cheese for lunch. Melted cheese is da bomb. Badminton today was fun, badminton every Thursday is always fun :D

I'm just killing time waiting for dad to finish watching his show so that I could watch mine. I could've just watched my tv series but someone is still having my hard drive pfft. HINT HINT.

Do you think dad would be mad at me if I told him I won't be having dinner with ze family this weekend? I usually spend at least Sundays with them but I've got plans for this weekend! Well I'm spending tomorrow with them, is that oookkaaaayyyyy? :)

Okay lah bye.

Tonight there's gonna be one less lonely girl.

Currently listening to: Trouble is A Friend by Lenka.

I have decided. I have made up my mind. I made myself a promise I'm not gonna break this time.

I shall stop shopping online. For real.

Online shopping is for the weak!! Hahah, just kidding. But I've done some thinking and I think it's best I leave this habit behind. Better to spend more on something which has better quality than on many many cheap (price wise) items.

Anyways, I was at HTO, Subang on Sunday to watch the boys (U R My Bro) play in this tournament called Smells like Teen Spirit or something like that. Champions yo, don't mess. I'm so proud to be one of the bros, heheh I even have the team T-shirt but Mr R stole it from me because his wasn't dry yet pfft (mine is men's size M btw).

Kudos to every member of the team because all of them played so well, top notch performance. Especially Brad who was superb even with a finger injury (he's the keeper). I had fun :D Keep up the good job!

Since the last time I went with them for a tournament I was starving while waiting for them to finish, I prepared myself with two roti canais for breakfast and equipped myself with tidbits hahah. But I was still hungry at the end of the tournament lah.

OOH did I mention I got a free pass to the gym for TWO MONTHS? Celebrity Fitness I think. Heheh, they won like 800bucks and 8 free passes and since they had only 6 players that day, I got one :D Thank you so much!

Finally, all assignments done and handed in. I'd like to just say thanks to all my teammates, in every subject. I had very efficient members and I'm glad we did not experience any rough patches at all throughout the process of completing our work :) The reason why I call them my teammates is because a team works together, a group is only a group of people. Learned that in HR class or something, heheh.

Time to buck up for Taxation now! Please please please let me go through this successfully, hahah. Dayan thinks it's the easiest paper ever, pfft. But he's doing ACCA so I guess there are far more difficult subjects if you compare them to Tax. Thanks a bunch to him as well because he practically pointed out everything for us to complete our assignment heheh :)

Gee this is like a thanking post or something hahah.

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right.
You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
Marilyn Monroe

Gotta be with someone who knows what they have when they have you.

They say life is like a rollercoaster.
Good thing is I love rollercoasters.

Here's another movie review!


A Christmas Carol.

Not really my type of movie, didn't really enjoy it. Nonetheless, the values the movie indicates are without doubt vital. When you learn to love and give, that's when you learn to truly live.



Accident.

Very interesting movie. A group of people whose job is to commit murder but they make it in the form of an accident. But I thought the ending wasn't very suitable. It's like when you watch it, you'll go, "whattt.." hahah.



Overheard.

Basically about the police force trying to curb corruption and can't help but have corruption among themselves as well. I enjoyed this movie.

Oh and I think Louis Koo is damn macho I wanna marry him.



Poker King.

It wasn't as funny as how some people claimed it is. I'd say it was just another ordinary movie, doesn't really fall under the comedy category, but not a complete waste of money either.



Time Traveler's Wife.

I think I went into the theatre with high expectations, the trailer was promising but unfortunately the entire movie was nothing very special to me. Or maybe my romantic side is fading away?

Photo credits to Google

500 Days of Summer.

My favourite of the lot, as well as compared to most of the movies I've watched this year. Not your cliche love story, no predictable happy ending. But I loved it.

And I love all the songs played in this movie. Definitely a movie not to miss :)

If they ask me I'm gonna say I don't even know your name.

Chances are we gonna unearth ourselves all over again
Giving us the fascination of discovering
Chances are we could make the best out of it
After all things are what we make them

So let's make all the right moves here
Let's give the wrong places the right destination
Because i think we're special
I think we can be vivid

I know we gonna have it good
I know it's all gonna look so fine
Because we gonna make it
Way before anybody knows where we're going

The sun shining so bright everyday
Makes hope and faith look so swaying
It doesn't matter what they see
Because i can see it right here

This rapport between us
Is impossible to go unnoticed
So hold my hand and hold it tight
And don't ever let go.

I wrote this a long time ago, never got to posting it. You can tell, since the sun hasn't been shining brightly for a long time now, hahah.

But don't you just love the weather these days?

Est-ce que le beau a plus de valeur que le laid?

Currently listening to: Don't Look Back in Anger by Oasis.

Huge relief off my chest, only one assignment left. A little tricky this one, but I think we'll manage :) And then it's finals, woohoo.

For Moral, I did a piece based on an article about Nadya Suleman. She is the woman who gave birth to octuplets, even though she already has six children all below the age of seven. Now that's a very controversial issue don't you think? I thought it would make a great article, because we're supposed to choose two articles to write on and relate them to moral theories we learn in class.

So of course there's always two sides in a story, those who are pro-choice would say it is entirely her right to choose what she wants for life, based on Moral it is called the Existentialism theory heheh. So yea, there are also others who think that it was a very selfish act because she is a single parent who is living with her parents, and she now has 14 young children to look after. She's unemployed and not financially independent, you can say she's struggling to make ends meet.

That is why they say she is putting the lives of her children in jeopardy, she's going to need a lot of financial support to bring them up, for their education, as well as other needs. Some put the blame on her doctor who implanted several embryos in her, which is far more than the national guidelines.

So what is your stand? I personally think she is an adult who is fully capable of making her own choices. Whether right or wrong, it is to be decided by her. Sure, people will always have their opinions and comments but it all comes down to her rights. We can all judge, but no one can tell her what to do wouldn't you say so?

Another article was chosen by my groupmate Leonard, on abortion. Again, pro-choice. I don't think it should be seen as a form of killing if the circumstances can be justified. If it endangers the mother's life, or if the mother is not going to be capable of bringing the child up (whether mentally/financially), it seems like a pretty good decision to me.

Basically, I think that in whatever situation a person faces, the choice should always be given to that particular individual. I know abortion is illegal in many countries including ours and there are many religious beliefs and customs that are against issues like these, but we at least deserve the right to make a decision we think is best for ourselves, no?

Anyways there was a warehouse sale at Cineleisure! Adidas items mostly, dirt cheap! Had lunch at Paddington House of Pancakes, nothing special lah. I think it would be best to go there only for desserts.

I finally had the time to watch an episode of Fringe, SO COOL!! Can't wait to watch every single one of them, very interesting.

I should probably get some sleep now, gotta wake up at 7am. But don't know why I'm still feeling all pumped up hahahah.

No we're not perfect, but we're only a little lesser than that.

I'm falling in love every single day.

Verrryy long post ahead!

Google

OPI's latest collection, Suede.

I still prefer matte but these are pretty tempting as well.

Sudden appeal for nail colours like nobody's business, hahah tell me about it.

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Had lunch at this newly-opened (only a month old) restaurant that serves American food today, located at Damansara.


The owners (husband&wife) are very friendly and I particularly love their wall frames.



So pretty right?

And the ones below are just too cute I had to take a picture of them! The many photos of pigs, oink oink.


Also, their tables are named according to the many states in America, how creative! We had lunch at Michigan today! :D Hahahah.


But they only have 13 tables and during dinner time, the queue is madness. I guess there is no need for me to say that they serve good food :) Will definitely go back to try more of their dishes.

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I've been catching up on local and world news, and I found some of them rather amusing.

There's apparently this British lady who suffers from Persistent Sexual Arousal Syndrome, where she craves for sex and can climax anytime, as the disease name suggests. I don't know bout you, but I really feel sorry for her. Imagine how you can't live life like a normal person, there was even once she had an orgasm in front of a very persistent salesman who didn't want to let her excuse herself (she knew it was coming), very embarrassing I must say. (Information taken from Malaysiatoday.com)

Well she did finally find a man whom she claims can keep up with her (up to 10times a day), after many many failed relationships due to her very demanding sex drive. I wish her all the best!

And then there's this woman in India who filed for divorce because her husband forbids her from watching soap operas. And the best part is, the judge granted her a divorce because "it can be considered as a form of abuse". Her husband also refuses to have sex with her, intimidates her as well as spat on her, so I guess those are pretty valid reasons for a divorce. (Information taken from The Star today)

Next up is this man who allegedly killed his wife in his dreams. Psychiatrists say that he has a sleeping disorder and he did so thinking he was fighting off intruders who wanted to harm both himself and his wife. This is very interesting I must say, the case is still ongoing. (Metro.co.uk)

But I saved the best for the last, our very own local news. I read something so ludicrous that it made me feel like I should be ashamed to call myself a Malaysian. Our Deputy Minister of Education stated that "conversing in English at workplace is harmful to the nation's culture and identity" and "we should switch to BM to show pride in the national language". He also claimed that speaking in English will pollute our culture and identity. (Patrick Teoh, Niamah.blogspot.com)

English is a worldwide language, a lingua franca. There are many ways to show pride and respect for our country, it certainly does not require the people to go backwards. It is like asking mankind to go back to living in caves.

Hope those news amused you as much as they amused me :)

Do one thing that scares you every day.

Je veux que tu m'aimes passionnement ce soir.

love can be so overrated
being together does not signify love
love is all about being happy
if you're happy, then it's love
if only it is that unadorned
some say letting go is the toughest thing to do
what if it's the best thing to do?
love makes us selfish
we want what's best for ourselves
but we claim we're doing so for the other person
love makes us lose ourselves
sometimes we try so hard to fit in
do all we can to impress
is that what love is all about?
losing your genuine self and turning into
someone you don't even know
just to blend in?
does love mean forgiving and forgetting?
does love really teach us patience?
if being together is such a task
why do some people still try so hard
and end up in so much of misery?
they say love is understanding
love is commitment and sincerity
but what is love without individuality?
love doesn't make us one
it only makes us share mutual feelings
maybe similar interests and alike thoughts
we should not have a say in how
each other should lead lives
we do not try to change the other person
into someone we want them to be
because then
who is that person we supposedly fell in love with?
if there is no interaction
and you feel like it's falling apart
then maybe it was never meant to be
why force something into happening
when in the end
it's not going to last anyway
love IS about being happy
but it takes two to tango
being happy can be subjective
but really
is love that complicated?
or is it us who make it seem so scary?
i see people who fight over nothing
every single day
arguing over insignificant issues
these tears and hurt people go through
what do they really mean?
i don't believe in true love
i believe that true love is something we make
something we create
when we live with a person long enough
we learn to love that person
true love can exist with anyone we want
it's all just a perception
my definition of love is simple
if it's working out
then we shall remain in love
if it doesn't work
then it never would.
or maybe,
love is one big illusion
so that we all have something to talk about
how bout that?

I Can Read

We're gonna remember it was always me and you.

Had a really longggg week. It was tiring, but fun at the same time. And it's not even over yet, this week is gonna be another hectic one.

One of the highlights was Rita's 20th. We had dinner at Blue Cow, Hartamas Shopping Centre. The food there is good, I'd recommend this restaurant to all meat lovers.


Super large meat platter ya'll. Particularly loved the pork, especially the fats. I'm one of those who'd choose the fats over the meat heh.

A phone call from Chean made our night :)

After that, it was all shisha, cards, and more crazy fun. I have like the best girlfriends in the world.

A photo of the birthday girl and I <3


I went to uni on Friday without knowing we had an individual assessment on the spot, and a quiz the following day. But they went pretty well, I hope.

Next up would be the deadline for three assignments, all happening this week. Gonna be racing against time!

I'm so busy that I don't even have the time for facial, mum has been saying I'm always occupied so she's going without me :(

Been trying to watch 2012 but to no prevail. Gonna have to try after the crowd has cooled down, I highly doubt a massive amount of people actually took the day off to catch that movie but looked like it really happened. Which explains why I couldn't get tickets even on a weekday.

But I've been watching a few other movies recently, review soon :D

Loves.